p r i n c e o f t e n n i s

Monday, December 25, 2006

i have been away for perhaps too long. i have no idea what is going on anymore. perhaps i should just stay away..

so lost. might as well just be away so that i wun noe. it wun hurt me, will it?

it is not that i dun care. mayb it's just that i dunno how to.

i will shut this blog soon.

"Mine ancient scars shall not be glorified/Nor my titanic tears the seas be dried." (the end by Wilfred Owen)

--->-->Li. `` 11:22 PM.

Thursday, December 14, 2006

sobs.

just lie on my back. float on water. the ocean. follow the current.

sometimes i just feel like closing my eyes and just sink. hide. drown.

i imagine these things. i get lost in lost in e thgs i imagine once in a while.

--->-->Li. `` 11:54 PM.

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

too blue??!

i think so too. oh well. it doesnt matter la i guess. i will be searching for a new blogskin soon. if i dun use it, i will probably do a bit of editting so dat it will be to my liking. most prob, i'll just change the pic la.

fri - OP.

gd luck to all~

--->-->Li. `` 9:49 PM.

Thursday, November 02, 2006

wakaka... updated the other blog.

am currently thinking of changing the blogskin. or mayb just the picture. see 1st.

--->-->Li. `` 2:50 PM.

Sunday, October 08, 2006

so promos are over. results on 23rd and on 30th we'll get to know if we're promoted.

anyway, i recently went to newgrounds to see some flash animations. came across a rather nice yet freaky and twisted animation - Lilium. i gotta say i kind of like it. i already told sk to go and watch it and since im blogging abt it, im telling u ppl to watch it too. hehe. so sk, if u have yet to do so, im making things easier for u. i mean u dun need to go n search for the link any longer. heh.

oh yea.. i like the brackenwood series by Adam Phillips too. great animations. wonderful. really. so professional. (okay, Phillips is a professional - former Disney artist) so go and watch the whole series. only 4 so far. my fav of them would be prowlies at the river. go watch and find out why. oh yea, the yellow, fat creature is cute.

Phillips also has other flash animations of coz. i've yet to watch them. dats coz they seem erm..scary. whether they realli are, i haf no idea. i want to watch them tho. mayb can do so w skae n all in sch some time soon. heeh.

oh yea, if ure surfing around newgrounds for nice flash animations, look under those "all time top scoring" ones. dun just watch any of them coz some are just eww in the not-so-pleasant way and u may just be wasting time waiting 4 the animation 2 download and all.

ppl facing promos or a's or o's or EOY exams, all the best~

--->-->Li. `` 11:30 AM.

Sunday, September 03, 2006

I AM

I AM: yet what i am none care or knows,
My friends foresake me like a memory lost;
I am the self-consumer of my woes,
They rise and vanish in oblivious host,
Like shades in love and death's oblivion lost;
And yet I am, and live with shadows tost

Into the nothingness of scorn and noise,
Into the living sea of waking dreams,
Where there is neither sense of life nor joys,
But the vast shipwreck of my life's esteems;
And een the dearest - that I loved the best -
Are strange - nay, rather stranger than the rest.

I long for scenes where man has never trod;
A place where woman never smiled or wept;
There to abide with my Creater, GOD,
And sleep as I in childhood sweetly slept:
Untroubling and untroubled where I lie;
The grass below - above the vaulted sky.

John Clare (1793 - 1864)

*~*~*~*

interesting poem. makes it more interesting if you know about Clare's background and his situation when he wrote this poem.

--->-->Li. `` 9:31 PM.

Monday, August 28, 2006

i am actually amidst completing or rather editting the chapter 2 of written report - literature review. i decided to take a break, short break of perhaps 10 minutes. and so, i cannot exactly say that i am amidst doing the lit review rite? hmmm..

anyway, i think i am hooked on coffee but not as bad as mom. i would crave for it once in a while but unlike mom, i can afford to give it a miss. it doesnt affect me. but rite...when i do drink coffee, i would want another cup after finishing one. but hey, coffee is nice! thinking of trying the iced choc mocha (or sth liddat) at starbucks one day. its expensive i know. so i guess i wun get it anytime soon. its okay~~

onto other things........i am very busy rushing hw or basically work that is related with school these days:
pw - written report (mon)
gp - reading file (wed)
chem - prepare for SPA (tue)
then.. of course there's the never-ending tutorials. i have some overdue ones:
phy - waves
phy - superposition (not exactly overdue, yet)
gp - *ahem*
maths - 1r and 3r (hehehehe)

so there... now im doing the written report. still more work to be done. hehe.. cant wait 4 teachers' day of coz. it marks the start of the short (and to make it worse, packed) break. still look forward to the break lah..coz altho it will be packed, there'll be time 4 me to rest at least. (i hope)

on teachers' day, i'll get to meet the ex-bpians. (=

--->-->Li. `` 3:28 AM.